Don't tell me what to do, you piece of fucking trash I hope you die of a painful fucking rash You scummy ignorant waste of air, sometimes i want to hit you and pull your hair Why are you so naive? I'm giving you a signal, can't you fucking read? Get your boring lame ass opinions out of my fucking face Next to mine your life looks like a disgrace. oh wait, am i being too mean? Who gives a shit, choke on a fucking bean I'm often nice, but fuck that shit This song is for everyone that wants to hit And scream and cry Bite, kick or kill We never end up doing it, but we need something to fill That feeling of pure anger and exhilaration All whites get the hell out of my NATION! I got a gig so i'm not that mad, Anger driven actions usually turn out bad- ly so don't be mad Although it's hard sometimes AAAH shit i can't find a word that rhymes.

FEB/20/2016 We were in my room laying down on my bed You were kissing my neck and i don't think they knew That every time i felt your breath my heart raced And i recalled the process in wich our fingers laced I was still half talking to him and i didn't even care about my friend Who had already noticed us and was sitting on my bed right at the end Your lips were still touching my soft neck and my hand was Naturally caressing your arm up and down in a caring way I was feeling passionate 'cause i felt your hand slowly lay On the back part of my jeans and that's when everything else went away I turned my head and breathed you in i sort of smiled When our faces met and a second lasted a while Then our lips touched and our hands moved And the music was good so was the mood Now when i listen to that song all i think about is you I wish you were different i wish you wanted to hug and kiss me too But your unconscious brain can only notice so much I'll stop complaining now but believe me i don't love you, i wouldn't put myself in such a mess of emotions and doubt that my grades would go down You're not that important and probably never will be You're so nieve and i can't believe you don't see That with a little fixin' up i could be your everything I should get off of this cloud and stop dreamin' BUT I DON'T WANT TO RIGHT NOW I DON'T CARE ABOUT REALITY I JUST WANT YOU ON MY BED AND EVERYTHING TO BE BE HOW I WANT IT TO BE SO NOW I'LL REMEMBER THAT NIGHT IN MY ROOM AND A BORING RELATIONSHIP THAT NEVER WILL BLOOM The pleasure of your body against mine was unescapable and your hands were touching me Your lips dancing towards my neck my hands sunk in your hair While i pushed your head closer And if they weren't here i'd maybe let You see parts of me that would change your goddamn world You'd have to put your fucking life on hold! I'm writing outside of the store that's next to my school And i smell the smoke that comes from that guy's cigarette and i drool I want to touch your body and change your soul I want to collide with you and make you whole BUT I JUST BITCH ABOUT EVERYTHING YOU ARE NOT AND THAT'S JUST NOT THE POINT, IS IT? NO IT'S NOT That night there were 2 heartbeats, a body and a soul And all you did was bury everything in a deep dark hole That night night there were 2 heartbeats, a body and a soul And all you did was bury everything in a deep dark hole THAT NIGHT THERE WERE TWO HEARTBEATS ALL YOU DID WAS BURY EVERYTHING A BODY AND A SOUL A BODY AND A SOUL EVERYTHING IN A DEEP DARK HOLE That night there were 2 heartbeats:a body and a soul And all you did was bury everything in a deep dark hole But hey, everything's cool I'll bury everything too And maybe one day that night will change you But you're just a goofy kid and that's all you'll ever be And if we do make love they'll always be parts of me that you'll never see.

Fuck you Fuck you What good do you do me? Your daily ways bore me (they're) not even slightly uncanny I don't care I don't care Teachers leave me alone Let me lay down and cry Please let me go home All your faces look stupid don't talk to me, dummy I just want to hang out with nice people that are actually funny I don't care about your lame ass dance shit I don't want to do exercise, but i want to be fit Who cares if you're fat All bodies are valid and pretty Even if i'm feeling like shit your body i'll never belittle or pity I love my friend so fucking much I love my mom, my dad, my brothers and sister, low key Greer please, oh please God if you exist don't let him die in fear Please at least let him live another year Please just another year!! FOR GREER! please just another year

don't say you "love" me when i know it's a lie don't say you need me when your hand is waving goodbye don't suddenly care about me when i'm feeling okay don't ignore me completely when i'm having a bad day don't come around thinking you're the best i coulg get don't come around saying i'm the meanest girl you've met don't come around thinking i'll wait for you don't come around with your stupid shit when i'm feeling blue don't give me dirty looks and make me feel insecure i recall our hugs, but the rest is a blur but do tell me what you like about me and what makes me so great do tell me all about the people you hate you're funny and sometimes cute and maybe that'll do but darling, oh darling i'll never love you you just don't try hard enough, i'm a gem can't you see already? and that's why you'll never be enough for me That's why you will never be enough for me....

First off your soul intrigues me, You're so cute and i wish you lived near me Am i too much? am i too goddam extra? This song isn't about me, it's about the prettiest boy Every time i receive a message from you i feel such joy You were tired and are probably asleep by now I thought about writing how i'm beginning to feel about you On a piece of paper with an aesthetically pleasing drawing And send it to you, but right now i just feel this doubt clawing into my brain and telling me you're too much for me It's telling me you feel sorry for me, please don't let it be the truth I looked at you pictures and felt so warm I'll enjoy thinking about your beautiful form But maybe i shouldn't, perhaps i;m the only one who feels this way Perhaps if we stopped talking and never met you'd be more than okay I want to hug you and make you feel better I never want you to be sad, i'll write you a letter I'll always remind you of how great you are Unless you don't want me to, in that case i'll be far Imagine all the cool shit we could do! Imagine how during hard times we'll make each other feel less blue I want to take so many pictures of you, you're a work of art I want to get to meet you, be able to hear your heart And other cheesy ass things I want us to become close beings.

My songs are so sad, my songs are really bad I just want want to speak the truth, but i feel like nothing's real Everything will eventually go even if you still want more Nothing will ever stay, no one will make my day He won't write what i want to hear, he'll probably never be near Maybe i'm just someone else, maybe i should stay home Does my family really want me to go? are they glad i was born? I want to be in your life, maybe one day i'll get to be your wife "you're a gem" "you're my rock" to me they have often said Do they know i don't care and i feel dead. Now i'm on my way to the beach with my family I brought a Bright Eyes booklet, i'm gonna read it at the beach Should i have stayed home? oh, who gives a shit? I want to listen to Young Thug, I want to go to parties I want to meet new people, fuck these local normies Now i'm next to a big rock that's giving me some shade Ryan, i wish you were here don't want our communication to fade My last message to you was not meant to sound needy and dumb It's time i stopped thinking about you, i'm gonna look for crabs under the sun I'm gonna enjoy this day with my family I'm gonna listen to Adam Green, I'm gonna listen to the sea I'm gonna climb the highest rocks, with my brothers i will be I love you GABY i love you CAMILA I love you mom, dad, brothers, Sofi and Silvia I love my pets, i hate my thighs I'm so ugly At least i know that if you met me you'd never forget me Oh, how could you forget me?