Bad Words

by Gaudry

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released May 2, 2016

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Track Name: A Hateful Offensive One
Don't tell me what to do, you piece of fucking trash
I hope you die of a painful fucking rash
You scummy ignorant waste of air,
sometimes i want to hit you and pull your hair
Why are you so naive?
I'm giving you a signal, can't you fucking read?
Get your boring lame ass opinions out of my fucking face
Next to mine your life looks like a disgrace.
oh wait, am i being too mean?
Who gives a shit, choke on a fucking bean
I'm often nice, but fuck that shit
This song is for everyone that wants to hit

And scream and cry
Bite, kick or kill
We never end up doing it, but we need something to fill
That feeling of pure anger and exhilaration
All whites get the hell out of my NATION!
I got a gig so i'm not that mad,
Anger driven actions usually turn out bad-
ly so don't be mad
Although it's hard sometimes
AAAH shit i can't find a word that rhymes.
Track Name: 2 Heartbeats: a body and a soul
FEB/20/2016


We were in my room laying down on my bed
You were kissing my neck and i don't think they knew
That every time i felt your breath my heart raced
And i recalled the process in wich our fingers laced
I was still half talking to him and i didn't even care about my friend
Who had already noticed us and was sitting on my bed right at the end

Your lips were still touching my soft neck and my hand was
Naturally caressing your arm up and down in a caring way
I was feeling passionate 'cause i felt your hand slowly lay
On the back part of my jeans and that's when everything else went away
I turned my head and breathed you in i sort of smiled
When our faces met and a second lasted a while

Then our lips touched and our hands moved
And the music was good so was the mood

Now when i listen to that song all i think about is you
I wish you were different i wish you wanted to hug and kiss me too
But your unconscious brain can only notice so much
I'll stop complaining now but believe me i don't love you, i wouldn't put myself in such a mess of emotions and doubt that my grades would go down
You're not that important and probably never will be
You're so nieve and i can't believe you don't see
That with a little fixin' up i could be your everything
I should get off of this cloud and stop dreamin'


BUT I DON'T WANT TO RIGHT NOW
I DON'T CARE ABOUT REALITY
I JUST WANT YOU ON MY BED
AND EVERYTHING TO BE BE HOW I WANT IT TO BE
SO NOW I'LL REMEMBER THAT NIGHT IN MY ROOM
AND A BORING RELATIONSHIP THAT NEVER WILL BLOOM
The pleasure of your body against mine was unescapable
and your hands were touching me
Your lips dancing towards my neck
my hands sunk in your hair
While i pushed your head closer
And if they weren't here i'd maybe let
You see parts of me that would change your goddamn world
You'd have to put your fucking life on hold!

I'm writing outside of the store that's next to my school
And i smell the smoke that comes from that guy's cigarette and i drool
I want to touch your body and change your soul
I want to collide with you and make you whole
BUT I JUST BITCH ABOUT EVERYTHING YOU ARE NOT
AND THAT'S JUST NOT THE POINT, IS IT? NO IT'S NOT

That night there were 2 heartbeats, a body and a soul
And all you did was bury everything in a deep dark hole

That night night there were 2 heartbeats, a body and a soul
And all you did was bury everything in a deep dark hole

THAT NIGHT THERE WERE TWO HEARTBEATS
ALL YOU DID WAS BURY EVERYTHING

A BODY AND A SOUL
A BODY AND A SOUL
EVERYTHING IN A DEEP DARK HOLE

That night there were 2 heartbeats:a body and a soul
And all you did was bury everything in a deep dark hole

But hey, everything's cool
I'll bury everything too
And maybe one day that night will change you

But you're just a goofy kid and that's all you'll ever be
And if we do make love they'll always be parts of me that you'll never see.
Track Name: I Don't Care
Fuck you
Fuck you
What good do you do me?
Your daily ways bore me (they're) not even slightly uncanny
I don't care
I don't care
Teachers leave me alone
Let me lay down and cry
Please let me go home
All your faces look stupid
don't talk to me, dummy
I just want to hang out with nice people that are actually funny
I don't care about your lame ass dance shit
I don't want to do exercise, but i want to be fit
Who cares if you're fat
All bodies are valid and pretty
Even if i'm feeling like shit your body i'll never belittle or pity

I love my friend so fucking much
I love my mom, my dad, my brothers and sister, low key Greer
please, oh please God if you exist don't let him die in fear
Please at least let him live another year
Please just another year!! FOR GREER!
please just another year
Track Name: The Man Who Sold The World (cover)
We passed upon the stair, we spoke of was and when
Although I wasn't there, he said I was his friend
Which came as some surprise I spoke into his eyes
I thought you died alone, a long long time ago

Oh no, not me
I never lost control
You're face to face
With The Man Who Sold The World

I laughed and shook his hand, and made my way back home
I searched for form and land, for years and years I roamed

I gazed a gazely stare at all the millions here
We must have died alone, a long long time ago

Who knows? not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the Man who Sold the World
Track Name: All I Did Was Cry
3/MAY/2016




please just fucking murder me, fucking kill me
please just fucking murder me, fucking kill me
I don't know what it is i'm feeling just make it stop
what the hell am i saying? i don't even really know
all i know is i'm crying in my mom's bedroom when i should be studying
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?
fucking murder me just me kill me just kill me
fucking murder me go on and shoot me
WHY? WHY? OH WHY? WHY? OH WHY? DO I WANT TO DIE?
WHY? WHY? OH WHY? WHY? OH WHY? DO I WANT TO DIE?
my music is a ball of shit, it's ugly and senseless and stupid as fuck
i don't even know why i bother, no one listens to it, anyway
why do i even bother waking up every fucking day?
i don't even know how to write a fucking song but it's alright
NO IT'S NOT! i'm a ball of fuck
I'M A BALL JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY
what am i doing? why am i crying?
why can't i stop..just stay steady?
just comfort me, why don't you like me?
just come hug me we'll watch cool movies and laugh all night
just someone come please i don't want to be done
just someone come and hug me, i swear i'll be nice
i'm not really mean, just come PLEASE i'm fucking BEGGING
please murder me FUCKING JUST KILL ME
please just murder me fucking kill me

please just come and be with me i need someone right now
please just come we'll do fun stuff, we'll cry a lot
maybe we'll get to meet someday
someday
but in the meantime i just want to lay to lay
what am i gonna do today? i don't know i really don't know

i should study and i should do my homework, but i don't want to and it's gonna make me cry
i should do a bunch of shit but i, i'm just gonna cry

i'm just gonna cry because that's all i'm good at
Gaby, please come to my house
i really really want to die
i won't do anything to myself, i won't even try

i just want love
Someone love me?
won't you love me?
please someone love me someone love me
won't you love me?
Track Name: I'm a Gem
don't say you "love" me when i know it's a lie
don't say you need me when your hand is waving goodbye

don't suddenly care about me when i'm feeling okay
don't ignore me completely when i'm having a bad day

don't come around thinking you're the best i coulg get
don't come around saying i'm the meanest girl you've met

don't come around thinking i'll wait for you
don't come around with your stupid shit when i'm feeling blue

don't give me dirty looks and make me feel insecure
i recall our hugs, but the rest is a blur


but do tell me what you like about me and what makes me so great
do tell me all about the people you hate

you're funny and sometimes cute and maybe that'll do
but darling, oh darling i'll never love you

you just don't try hard enough, i'm a gem can't you see already?
and Max, you'll never be enough for me
oh Max, you will never be enough for me....
Track Name: For Ryan
First off your soul intrigues me, You're so cute and i wish you lived near me
Am i too much? am i too goddam extra?
This song isn't about me, it's about the prettiest boy
Every time i receive a message from you i feel such joy

You were tired and are probably asleep by now
I thought about writing how i'm beginning to feel about you
On a piece of paper with an aesthetically pleasing drawing
And send it to you, but right now i just feel this doubt clawing
into my brain and telling me you're too much for me
It's telling me you feel sorry for me, please don't let it be the truth
I looked at you pictures and felt so warm
I'll enjoy thinking about your beautiful form
But maybe i shouldn't, perhaps i;m the only one who feels this way
Perhaps if we stopped talking and never met you'd be more than okay

I want to hug you and make you feel better
I never want you to be sad, i'll write you a letter
I'll always remind you of how great you are
Unless you don't want me to, in that case i'll be far
Imagine all the cool shit we could do!
Imagine how during hard times we'll make each other feel less blue
I want to take so many pictures of you, you're a work of art
I want to get to meet you, be able to hear your heart

And other cheesy ass things
I want us to become close beings.
Track Name: Room/Beach
My songs are so sad, my songs are really bad
I just want want to speak the truth, but i feel like nothing's real
Everything will eventually go even if you still want more
Nothing will ever stay, no one will make my day
He won't write what i want to hear, he'll probably never be near
Maybe i'm just someone else, maybe i should stay home
Does my family really want me to go? are they glad i was born?
I want to be in your life, maybe one day i'll get to be your wife
"you're a gem" "you're my rock" to me they have often said
Do they know i don't care and i feel dead.
Now i'm on my way to the beach with my family
I brought a Bright Eyes booklet, i'm gonna read it at the beach
Should i have stayed home? oh, who gives a shit?
I want to listen to Young Thug, I want to go to parties
I want to meet new people, fuck these local normies

Now i'm next to a big rock that's giving me some shade
Ryan, i wish you were here don't want our communication to fade
My last message to you was not meant to sound needy and dumb
It's time i stopped thinking about you, i'm gonna look for crabs under the sun
I'm gonna enjoy this day with my family
I'm gonna listen to Adam Green, I'm gonna listen to the sea
I'm gonna climb the highest rocks, with my brothers i will be

I love you GABY i love you CAMILA
I love you mom, dad, brothers, Sofi and Silvia
I love my pets, i hate my thighs
I'm so ugly
At least i know that if you met me you'd never forget me
Oh, how could you forget me?